Danielle’s First Venture Into BDSM

Roy and I had met a couple we both liked several months ago. We have played with them on many occasions and always had a great time. We both trusted this couple completely and decided to do something different with them.

We decided to go on separate dates with them. I would go out on a date with Aiden, and Roy would go out on a date with Melanie. It was up to the guys to plan our dates and pick us up. Normally Roy and I only full swing in the same room. But, when something feels right, we do full swing in separate rooms or locations like tonight. This was one of those occasions.

I asked Roy what he planned for his date with Melanie. He said that he was going to take her to dinner and then go dancing. After that, he was going to bring her back here for a nightcap and a little bedroom fun.

He asked me what Aiden had planned for their date. I told him that Aiden and I had discussed where we wanted to have dinner and that we planned to go to a bar near his home for a few drinks after. I told Roy that I was sure we would end up back at Aiden’s place because I really wanted to have sex with him tonight.

Roy said, “So you are already horny, and your date has not even started.” I said, “Of course, Aiden turns me on big time. Hell, just looking at his chiseled body makes me wet.” Roy laughed and said, “I hope Aiden survives you tonight.” I stuck my nose up in the air and walked away to go get ready for my hot date. I made sure I wiggled my hips just right as I did. Roy tried to slap me on the ass, but I walked away too fast.

Now I need to decide what to wear. I needed to dress in something that I knew would get Aiden all excited and horny seeing me in. Hmmm…

Roy came into the bedroom and kissed me goodbye and said that he was heading out to pick up Melanie. He also told me he hoped I had a really fun date with Aiden. After he left, I went back to deciding what I was going to wear.

I thought, I want to look and feel very sexy tonight. I put on a garter belt and sheer black stockings first. I picked out a sexy thong but decided not to put it on. I put it in my purse instead. I then picked out a very short black leather mini skirt and put it on. I turned around and bent over until I could see my pussy in the full-length mirror. I wanted to judge how far I could bend over without flashing my pussy for all to see.

I had a little trouble deciding on the top I should wear. I wanted to wear something that was very sheer but did not want to wear a bra. I then remembered that I had a white button-down blouse that was extremely sheer but had built in nipple covers. I went through my closet and found it. I put it on and decided that it was perfect. You could see my mid-section and boobs very clearly. But, since you could not see my nipples, it was perfectly legal to wear in public.

After I put on my makeup and did my hair, I went back to the living room to wait for Aiden. I was actually nervous about our date. I felt a little giddy and could tell a little adrenalin was flowing. I was excited and anxious at the same time. Both Roy and I love the feeling you get from going on a date with someone for the first time. It’s like entering the unknown. This is why we on occasion go on separate dates.

When I heard a knock at the door, I took a few deep breaths and walked over and opened the door to greet Aiden. But it was not Aiden standing there. It was a guy in a suit wearing a chauffeur’s hat. I’m sure he saw the puzzled look on my face as he quickly said, “You must be Danielle. Your limo awaits. We will be picking up Aiden next.” OK, this was totally unexpected.

The driver escorted me to the waiting limo and helped me into the back. This limo was very plush. He pointed out that the limo had a bar and that I could help myself. He shut my door and got into the driver’s seat. He told me that the switch under the window between the back and the driver’s area could be used to open and close the glass divider. He also said if I wanted privacy to just hold the switch for a moment after the glass divider went up and a blackout divider would come up and cover the opening completely.

We then drove to pick up Aiden. I noticed that the driver was going away from Aiden’s house. I asked him about it and he said that Aiden was already at the restaurant waiting for my arrival.

When we pulled up at the restaurant, Aiden was standing outside in a tuxedo to greet me. WOW, did he look good. He was holding a single red rose. When the chauffeur opened my door, Aiden reached in to help me out of the limo. He then handed me the single red rose and said that it was for me. He looked me up and down and told me that I looked extremely sexy and gorgeous. I like that. It made me feel very sexy and desirable. I gave him a hug and kiss and we proceeded into the restaurant.

He told me that he already had a table for us and escorted me to the table. He pulled out my chair and pushed it in gently as I sat down. Aiden then went and sat down across from me. He then said that he had already ordered for us both so I would not have to wait. He asked me what I would like to drink. I told him and he quickly ordered our drinks and had them brought to the table. This date was starting off very nice.

We chatted a little while we waited for our dinner to be served. I already started flirting with Aiden. I took off one of my heels and was rubbing up the inside if his leg with my foot. After our dinner was brought to the table, we enjoyed our meals and chatted a little more.

I asked him if he knew where Roy and his wife were going to do on their date. He told me that Melanie said that it was not any of my business and that I should concentrate on making sure you had a great time tonight. He said, “You know Melanie, so I did not ask again.” We both laughed a little and continued with our very romantic dinner.

After we finished dinner, Aiden said that he knew of a very nice bar just down the street that we could have a few drinks at and dance. He looked me in the eyes and said, “They seem to play mostly slow songs.” He then gave me a little smirk and winked. I actually think I blushed a little. I told him that it sounded great.

He called the limo driver on his cellphone and told him to bring the car around front. Aiden looked at me and told me I had a little butter from the food on my finger and then took my hand. He said he did not want me to get it on my clothes. He then bent his head down slightly and sucked on my finger. I could feel him running his tongue around it. OK, I had to take a deep breath because that gave me a pretty strong tingle down below.

He stood up and came around behind me and pulled my chair out as I stood up. He placed his arm around me and we walked to the waiting limo. I could feel his hand slide down to my butt as we walked. I did not mind at all. I give Aiden, one thing. He knows how to make a woman feel sexually desirable.

Once we were in the back of the limo, I put one leg over one of his and leaned into him. I placed one of my hands on the inside of his thigh and started to kiss him. He slid one of his hands slowly down to my inner thigh and slowly slid it up to my pussy. When he got his hand to my pussy, he stopped kissing me and said, “You don’t have on any panties.” I told him that I wanted to surprise him. He said that it was a very nice surprise. He played with me while we kissed all the way to the bar we were going to.

When we arrived at the bar, the limo driver opened our door and the two guys helped me out. I’m sure I gave the driver a nice view of my freshly trimmed pussy. The skirt was so short that it was pretty much impossible to get out of a car without flashing.

We walked into the bar and found a private table near the back that still had easy access to the dance floor. Our waitress came over and Aiden ordered us some drinks. Boy is he a flirt. He flirted with the cute waitress big time. Oh well, if he had not, I sure would have. In fact, I will.

When she returned with our drinks, I started flirting with her. She smiled at me and actually flirted back a little. I may have to try to get her number before Aiden and I leave. I think Roy would love her.

Aiden and I sipped on our drinks and chatted. A nice slow dance song started to play, and he asked me to dance. He led me to the dance floor and wrapped his arms around me. I put my arms up around his neck and gave him a very sensual kiss as we danced.

Another slow song played next, and we decided to continue dancing. I let my hand wander a bit this time. I slid one down so I could feel his chest. I slid the other one down and placed it on his firm butt. After a moment, I felt one of his hands move to my butt. He started rubbing it very gently and squeezing it from time to time. This was turning me on.

After the song ended, we went back to the table, and he helped me to sit down. I motioned for him to sit beside me instead of across from me. He moved a chair beside mine and sat down. We continued to chat. Somehow our conversation moved to sexual topics and we were asking each other about what we like sexually. Our conversation then moved to us talking about the sex fantasies we have. I felt very comfortable with Aiden and felt I could talk about even my fantasies that were kinky or taboo.

I knew that Aiden and his wife were into BDSM and that he was a very experienced dom. I decided to tell him about one of my fantasies that involved BDSM. I told him that I was curious about being a dom but was not sure exactly what they do to control and pleasure a sub. His eyes lit up because we were now talking about a sexual topic that he knew very well and was pretty much an expert in.

He asked me what experience I had with BDSM. I told him next to none. It was something I was actually scared to try as I don’t enjoy pain. He placed his hand on the inside of my thigh and started to caress it slowly. He said that pain had to be administered at very low levels and built up to higher pain levels slowly. He continued to tell me that many new subs must be prepared and extremely sexually excited before their brain connects pain with pure pleasure.

I told him that I would love to learn how to be a dominatrix. He said that he could teach me but that I must first learn to be a sub, so I know how different things feel. He said a good dominatrix can read a sub’s pain levels and keep them at the fine line between pain and pleasure for as long as they want.

I told Aiden that I still felt curious about BDSM but being a sub scared me. Another slow song came on and Aiden asked me if I would like to dance again. I told him that I would love to. We went back to the dance floor and started to dance. His hands started exploring my body within seconds. I felt him raise the back of my mini skirt to expose my ass for anyone looking our way to see. I tensed up and he whispered to relax and pretend that we were the only two in the room. I was still very nervous about everyone being able to see my ass and felt a little embarrassed and vulnerable. But, for reasons I did not understand, it turned me on after I had relaxed.

Once he felt me relax, he lowered my skirt back down and started to kiss me. I actually moaned a little and felt a small adrenalin rush. After the song was over, we went back to our table and ordered another round of drinks. We both flirted with our waitress a little more. She seemed to like it. I am going to tell Roy about her and get him to come with me to this bar and meet her. I think she would make a great threesome partner for us.

Aiden then asked me how it felt when he pulled my skirt up and played with my ass in front of strangers. I told him how I felt a little embarrassed and vulnerable, but actually a little sexually excited. He then said, “But, you trusted me controlling you, didn’t you?” I told him that I felt a little scared but felt safe with him. I then said, “Yes I trusted you completely at that moment.”

He told me that a good dom had to earn that trust and do what was needed for a sub to trust them 100%. The sub must also trust that the dom would take good care of them and not let any harm come to them. I started to understand BDSM a little more and why many were attracted to it.

I also understood the bondage aspect a little. When in bondage, you are not in control, and you are allowing yourself to be vulnerable to the dom’s will. All you can do is experience whatever they do to you. You have no responsibilities for what you are doing since it is not your choice.

I was still confused about the pain part though. I’m just not into pain, except small amounts when I’m extremely sexually excited or having an orgasm. I told Aiden this and he chuckled a little and smiled. He said, “Oh, you’re not into pain? I bet you really are.” I looked at him with a confused look. He said, “Let me explain by giving you some examples.”

The first example he told me was a simple one. He asked me if I had ever done any strenuous exercise that caused discomfort. I said that I have. He asked me did I receive or expect a reward from the pain I endured? I thought about it and told him that I expected to get in better shape. He said, “So, you received pleasure from pain.”

He then asked me if I had ever done something thrilling like skydiving, riding a roller coaster, or doing something else that was scary? I said that I had. He said, “How was the adrenalin rush?” I said huge. He asked me if I felt a feeling of accomplishment. I told him yes that I did. He said, “So, you received pleasure from pain.”

He then asked me if I had ever been man handled. I said that I had. He asked if I enjoyed it, even though it was rough. I started to understand the pain aspect a little at that moment.

He told me one more example. He asked me how it would feel if I had sex in a public place and could possibly get caught. I told him it would be a little frightening but exciting at the same time. He said once again, “So, you would receive pleasure from pain.”

He explained that pain can be either physical or mental. Both pain and pleasure activate the same areas of the brain and that both activate the brains reward system. Both pleasure and pain release dopamine and opioid into the brain as a reward. You can feel a high from both pain and pleasure.

Aiden also told me how psychologists had discovered that a dom and sub become closer after a BDSM experience and deep emotional bonds can form between them. This is why some marriage counselors have couples act out light BDSM scenes.

Another interesting thing Aiden said was that combining pain and pleasure can facilitate temporary reprieves from everyday responsibilities and actually relieved stress.

I asked him about the more extreme forms of pain in BDSM. He explained that many subs actually enter an altered state of consciousness during BDSM that produce a reduction in pain levels, feelings of floating and peacefulness, as well as a feeling of time distortions. He also explained to me that these altered states of consciousness are one of the main goals of many people that engage in BDSM.

He went on to say that some people can obtain these euphoric altered states with just a little pain while being pleasured sexually and others need more pain to enter the altered state they are seeking.

I told him thank you for helping me to understand BDSM a little better. He told me that it’s something that really has to be experienced and lived to fully grasp the benefits of it.

Another slow song started to play, and I was actually a little emotional from our talk. So, I told Aiden that I really wanted to dance. He smiled and escorted me to the dance floor.

We danced for several songs. I knew from the way he treated me that I could feel totally safe with him. I felt him moving his hand up inside my skirt again and I just held him tighter and relaxed. I really loved the experience of allowing myself to be vulnerable to him and be controlled.

Giving up control to him was very liberating. It was nice not having to decide what I was going to do. I would not like that all the time, but every now and then it would be nice to not have a care in the world or any decisions to make. I felt totally free, once I gave all of my control over to Aiden. I was starting to understand the control aspect of BDSM a little now.

When we returned to the table, Aiden started caressing my inner thigh and fondling my pussy. Her said that I was very wet and asked me if I was sexually excited. I told him that I was. He then said, “Why don’t I have the limo driver take us back to my place?” I told him that I would love that.

He called the driver to have him pull around to the front of the bar. We got into the limo and went to Aiden’s home. Aiden told the driver to go relax and he would call him when I was ready to go home.

He took my arm and walked me to the front door of his home. Once we entered the house, he told me to go relax in the living room and he would go make us a nightcap.

When he returned, he dimmed the lights and turned on some slow romantic music at a low enough volume that we could still talk easily.

Aiden came over to the couch I was sitting on and sat down beside me. He reached over and unbuttoned my blouse and started to caress one of my boobs. I reached down and started to play with his cock through his pants. He smiled at me, and we started to kiss.

I was very excited and wanted more. I then felt his hand move down to my thigh and felt it slide up to my pussy. He slid two of his fingers deep inside me and that made me moan in pleasure. I started to breathe heavily.

Aiden told me to stand up. He then slowly removed all of my clothing. He kissed each part of my body as it was exposed. OK, he had me almost orgasming just from that. I was feeling extremely sexually excited.

I dropped to my knees and unzipped his pants and slid them down to the floor. I started sucking on his cock and licking his balls. I wanted to pleasure him as well as he had been treating me on our date.

I took his cock as deep as I could into my throat. His moaning turned me on even more. He told me to look up at him. When I did, he said, “Do you trust me?” I nodded my head yes with his cock still in my mouth.

He then said, “Do you want to experience how pain can bring you pleasure?” For some reason I was not scared and nodded my head yes. He took me by my arms and stood me back up and held me tight for a few minutes. I was scared about what was going to happen but at the same time excited. I knew I could trust Aiden completely.

He led me to a room near the back of his house. When we entered the room, I could see all types of BDSM furniture and devices. I started to shake a little from the adrenalin that was flowing through my body. He reassured me that I would enjoy the experience and that we could stop at any time.

He then explained that each time he asked me what color I was, I needed to tell him either green, that I was enjoying the experience, yellow, that I was feeling very scared, or the pain level was high, but I wanted to continue, or red, that I wanted to stop and end everything right then.

Aiden told me that the goal was to keep me going back and forth between green and yellow and never reaching a true red experience. He did tell me that I may feel I am in the red but to really think about it to make sure I was not just scared and thinking I was feeling bad pain when I really was not.

He reassured me that if I felt I was truly experiencing a red bad pain area, that he would quit immediately, and we would go back out to the living room and not continue.

I had so much adrenalin flowing through my body I actually started to cry. Aiden told me to embrace the emotions I was feeling and just let them flow.

He removed all of his clothes and gave me another big hug and held me for a few minutes. I was shaking but excited. He asked me if I was ready. I told him that I was. He told me that we would start slowly and build up the intensity slowly. He then said, “You remember your three colors?” I told him yes that I did. He wiped the tears from my eyes and led me across the room.

He picked up a blindfold and put it on me. He said that it would help me to relax if I could not see what he was about to do to me. He also said, once I was relaxed and sexually excited enough, he would remove the blindfold so I could watch what he was doing to me.

Once he had me blindfolded, he led me slowly to another area of the room. I felt him pull my hands behind me and tie them together. He then bent me over something and attached my bound hands to I am guessing a rope or chain that hung from the ceiling. I felt a little stretch in my shoulders, but it was not painful at all.

He then tied my upper body to whatever he had me bent over so I could not stand up. I felt extremely vulnerable. I started breathing a little deeper and got a little nervous. I felt him rubbing my ass and massaging my pussy. That felt good. I relaxed and started to enjoy what he was doing to me.

He asked me what my color was. I told him green. He rubbed my back for a second and said, “Good.”

I then felt and heard him smack my ass with his hand. It startled me and I gasped. He continued to spank me for a few minutes. Each time he smacked my ass, he would rub it. He was not spanking me hard. It was just hard enough to feel mild pain. I thought to myself, I can handle this without any problem. In fact, the vibrations from his smacks actually sent some tingles through my clit.

He then asked me what my color was. I told him it was green. He told me to just relax, and he would take care of me.

He continued to spank me for several more minutes. I could feel a buzzing sensation starting on my ass cheeks. I then felt him playing with my pussy again. He started to finger me, and I started to moan. It felt really good.

He then untied my upper body and unhooked my hands. He stood me back up and held me again. He told me that I was doing fine.

He then led me to another area of the room. He leaned me against something and attached my arms to it spread-eagle. He then attached my legs to it spread-eagle. He told me not to get startled and that he was going to lean the cross back, so I was in a horizontal position face up. Once he had it adjusted, he asked me what my color was. I told him it was green, but I was scared. He told me very sternly that he did not ask me that. He then asked me what my color was again. This time I only said it was green. He rubbed my stomach gently for a moment and then ran his fingers across my pussy. He told me that I was very wet and that made him happy.

He left me just lying there totally vulnerable for several minutes. I could not even tell if he was still in the room with me or not. I could feel my adrenalin starting to flow just a little more. I did not know what to expect next.

I then felt tingling sensations on different areas of my body. He told me that he wanted to get my blood flowing and what I was feeling was a flogger. The tingles actually felt good. Occasionally he would hit me with it harder and I would gasp and tense up. He told me to relax and if I didn’t, he would punish me. Now I was getting scared again.

He struck my tits, stomach and thighs with the flogger a little harder. It hurt, but not a lot. He asked me what my color was. I told him it was yellow. He said that was good. I then felt him going down on me and eating my pussy. That sent shivers up and down my body. I started to moan and breathe heavily.

Aiden then told me it was time to remove my blindfold so I could watch what he was going to do to me. When he took off my blindfold I could see there where mirrors on the ceiling. I could see my naked self, bound spread-eagle in the mirror. I could see Aiden walking around me and occasionally running a hand across my naked body. He said, “What should I do to my sex slave next?”

He asked me what my color was now. I told him it was green. He then said, “Let’s take that to yellow for a while.” That made me take several really deep breaths and tense up a little. He told me very sternly to relax or I’ll have to punish you. I swallowed hard and did my best to relax.

Aiden dipped his fingers into a jar of lube and started to massage my clit again. I felt sexual tension building deep inside me. He then pinched one of my nipples and then clipped a clothespin on the tip of my nipple. The sensation made me gasp for just a second, but it quickly subsided. He did the same to my other nipple.

He continued to massage my clit and build even more sexual tension up inside me. He then applied clothespins to my outer pussy lips. He applied three on each side. I gasped each time he attached a clothespin to my pussy. He told me to breathe deeply and relax.

He continued to play with my pussy for about five minutes or so. He played with my clit and fingered me deeply. I felt a very strong orgasm starting. Once I was close to having an orgasm, Aiden started to remove the clothespins. The rush of blood back into the areas the clothespin had been attached was intense. It was painful but it seemed to increase the sexual tension I was feeling inside.

Aiden started to rub my clit very vigorously. This caused me to start shaking and screaming. I tried to thrash my body around but could not because of the restraints. The orgasm I had was extreme and seemed to rise and fall. I felt like I was not all here. It felt like I was floating above my body and experiencing the orgasm from multiple perspectives. I have never had an orgasm that felt this way and was so intense before this. It felt amazing.

Aiden told me to relax, and he started to caress my body. After I had calmed back down, he said, “I want you to orgasm for me one more time.” I told him that I didn’t think I had it in me. He grabbed my throat and squeeze a little and said, “I told you I want you to orgasm for me again!” That actually scared me a little but, I knew I could trust him. So, I said, “I will.”

Aiden started to play with my pussy very gently. I immediately felt sexual tension building again. He kept bringing me to the start of an orgasm and then backing off for a minute or two. He kept edging me and would not let me orgasm. I wanted to break out of these restraints extremely badly and bring myself to orgasm. The emotions I was starting to feel were very intense. I have never wanted to cum so bad.

He reached over to the table beside us and picked up a candle and lit it. He held it high above my body and let the candle wax drip onto my tits. Each time a drop hit my skin it hurt just slightly but quickly changed into a warm feeling that added to the sexual tension that I was feeling.

He dripped the hot candle wax down my torso and onto my pussy mound. I could feel the hot wax dripping down the edge of my pussy. It was an intense feeling that made me gasp and moan. Aiden asked me what my color was. I said, “Green.” He said, “I’ll have to fix that then.”

He moved the candle closer to my body and continued to drip hot candle wax down the inside of my thighs and onto my pussy mound. The pain increased but so did the pleasure. I started to moan louder.

Aiden, then moved his hand off of my clit and let the candle wax drip across it. He quickly started to rub my clit very fast. This intense feeling made me feel like I was leaving my body once again. I started to scream very loud. I was in a euphoric state and feeling extreme ecstasy. Aiden continued to let candle wax drip onto my clit and vigorously massage it each time.

I finally felt the pinnacle of my orgasm and the release that followed felt amazing. I laid there trembling and crying from the adrenalin rush. My body was spent and at this time, I did not care if I was ever released from the restraints. I wanted to just lay here enjoying the deep emotions I was experiencing.

Aiden caressed my body as I laid there recovering from the experience. He then untied me from the cross and picked me up in his arms. He carried me over to the bed in the corner of the room and laid me down. He climbed up on the bed with me and whispered in my ear, “It’s time for your reward.”

He spread my legs apart and pulled my knees up towards my chest. He then slowly slid his hard cock inside me. It felt wonderful as he penetrated me. He started to slowly fuck me. I laid there and just enjoyed the feeling of his body on mine and his cock going in and out of me.

After a while, I felt Aiden’s cock starting to pulsate. He started to moan a little and this caused me to start moaning. I wrapped my legs and arms around him and held him tight. After a few more minutes, I felt his warm cum filling my pussy. That feeling was a lot more intense and enjoyable than it usually was. I held onto him tighter until he shot his last drop of cum deep inside me. I had a feeling of bliss come over me. It was wonderful. I felt a bond with Aiden at that moment that was much more than a friendship but not a love like Roy and I share. I really liked that feeling.

We laid there for a while in each other’s arms. Once our breathing was back to normal, we decided to go back to the living room and send the limo to pick up Roy and Melanie from our apartment and bring them back here.

While we were waiting for them to arrive, Aiden and I talked about the experience I just had. I asked him if he could teach Roy and I how to be doms and subs so we could pleasure each other through BDSM. He said he would love to, but he had one condition. I asked him what it was. He told me he would train both of us if he and I could occasionally act out our own BDSM scene. I told him that I would love that.

We heard the door open and then saw Roy and Melanie walking into the living room. We both then realized that we were still completely nude. We must of have had a look on our face like kids getting caught with their hand in a cookie jar.

Melanie looked at us and said, “I can see the two of you had a really good time.” I smiled and got up and gave Melanie a big hug and kiss. I then walked over to Roy and wrapped my arms around him and told him thank you. He asked about what? I told him I would tell him later.

After the four of us chatted a while, Roy and I decided to head back to the apartment. The limo driver was going to take us home. I really did not want to put my clothes back on as I was very relaxed. I asked Melanie if I could borrow one of her robes. She said, “Sure.” And went and got me one. When I put it on, I noticed it was extremely short. She then said, “I thought Roy might like that one on you.”

As we went to leave, Melanie said, “We changed the sheets but did not get a chance to clean up the kitchen. Sorry about the mess.” I started to think, what did those two do? I guess I would soon see.

Once Roy and I were in the back of the limo, I told him thank you again. He asked me what I was thanking him for. I told him that if he had not helped me come out of my shell and open up to new sexual experiences, I would have never gotten to experience what I did tonight. I then told him how much I love him.

I then unzipped Roy’s pants and slid them down. I removed the robe I was wearing and told him that I wanted him to just hold me while I felt his cock in my mouth. He wrapped one of his arms around me and I laid my head down in his lap and started to suck his cock very slowly and gently. I started to feel deep emotions rising that I really loved.

I continued to suck his cock while he was holding me all the way home. When we got to the apartment, Roy told the driver to give us a few more minutes alone in the back of the limo.

Roy held me and actually surprised me. He started to cum. I loved the closeness we were feeling and swallowed every last drop. We sat there for a few more minutes and then decided to go inside. I put the robe back on and we quickly walked from the limo to our apartment.

When we went inside, I saw that the kitchen looked like a bomb went off in it. There was what looked like cake batter all over the kitchen counter and floor. There were all types of vegetables on the counter. I saw cucumbers, carrots, a squash and a huge zucchini. I looked at Roy and shook my head. I then said, “I don’t know if I even want to know what you and Melanie did.” Roy told me he would clean up the mess tomorrow and tell me all about it. He then said, “We did at least change the sheets.” I took a deep breath and said, “Let’s go to bed.” I then rolled my eyes at him.

We cuddled as we fell asleep. I felt even closer to Roy that I thought was possible. Maybe I was starting to understand the pleasure you can get from BDSM. I actually dreamed about my first real BDSM experience that night. I woke up in a very good mood and feeling very sexually fulfilled.